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2007-07-19T20:56:00.000-07:00

not like i love ny or miss it or wad, but just wondering why we nv got such stuff for the sch's anniversary when we were still in ny. LOL think it's quite cute.90th anniversary souvenir. ny is OLD.

2007-06-29T02:56:00.001-07:00

i just got my $200 from the govt! some GST thingy lah. yay!meeting deardear later at rp, den staying over at his hse cos he's flying off to TW for a holiday with his 2 buddies. poor me will b stuck in s'pore alone for 1 wk! sobs!hm.. tmr having dinner with April n Rachel, 2 of my psch frens. lol too bad peiling is in india n cant join us.sunday afternoon, kbox session with ry! yay! cant wait. cos

2007-06-05T21:05:00.000-07:00

You. Can. Only. Type. One. Word. No. Explaining.(got dis from my shifu's blog)1. Where is your cell phone? table2. Relationship? great!3. Your hair? growing4. Work? sux5. Your sister? school6. Your favorite thing? deardear :D7. Your dream last night? forgot8. Your favorite drink? coke9. Your dream car? dunno10. The room you’re in? office11. Your shoes? gold12. Your fears? failure13. What do you

2007-05-27T23:36:00.000-07:00

have not been blogging here lately cos i guess i'v been too busy with work during the day selling some of my brand new or 2nd hand clothes at feefyefoefum.livejournal.com in the office, at nite either i'll b home glued to the tv or glued to my deardear somewhere outside in tiny Singapore! yupyup so my apologies if u'r one of those who visit my blog only to find it not updated as much as u'd like

2007-05-13T10:40:00.000-07:00

i am so not looking forward to PA..n it starts in approximately 7hrs & 20mins :(

2007-04-20T08:36:00.000-07:00

THE ULTIMATE SPENDTHRIFT. yes that's me. :(

2007-04-17T21:45:00.000-07:00

arghhh!!! crap!! don't ask me how much i spent in the short time span of a few hours. *roars*i'm totally cleaning out my account esp since i have no income for the past 2 mths!g-r-e-a-t :(but shopping lifts my spirit! somehow feel q unhappy just now. but seeing the pretty stuff i bought n thinking abt them reaching my hands.. makes me just a little happier :)

2007-04-16T23:18:00.000-07:00

it's weird having to maintain 2 blogs.. cos dis is my private one, whereas the other's my shared blog with deardear. since i resurrected dis blog, i shd blog here sometimes too! tot of posting the same posts here n at the other blog, but it's quite stupid to do dat i guess.. so yup so here i am with a brand new post :)just read some of my frens' blogs. i lyk it when they update cos if not it's

2007-04-04T08:30:00.000-07:00

be a man please.*sigh*

2007-04-03T12:47:00.000-07:00

how come suddenly every1 is telling me how impt i am n how much they value me, when i dun feel it? LOLthink i'm balding. am dropping ALOT of hair everyday. haha wonder why.had fun doing project 2day tho it was draggy n 1/2 the time every1 was doing non-project related stuff lyk playing games n chit chatting. usually i'd b q pissed at the inefficiency. but 2day, they made me kept me so entertained

2007-04-03T04:03:00.000-07:00

lol 2day is a such an interesting thought-filled day with lots to blog abt. am glad i decided to blog here once again. i'm sick of putting up with a fren who always thinks she's right, i just got to blog my frustrations with her 2day! it's weird really. i was q pissed by her n her "admit u'r wrong cos i'm always right" attitude just now but now i dun really care cos i'v alr told her wad i tot.

2007-04-02T21:31:00.000-07:00

have the sudden urge to resurrect dis blog. now dat every1 probably thinks it's no longer in use cos i officially closed it down slightly over 1/2 a year ago, i think it's a gd time to bring it back to life. i need a channel for me to let out some stuff, but yet i feel the need to keep even my closest frens at bay for now, at the very least.sometimes i think pple seriously underestimate the power

2006-09-23T09:17:00.000-07:00

i'v not been to church for a really long time.but 2day, i went to church n prayed to God.i prayed that He will show me the way.at 1st, i think i'm so sad i cldnt even feel it.it just didnt sink it.. yet.right now, it's starting to hit me.n i cant describe how much it hurts.i just wan to say.. God, i'v never really been devoted to You.but pls dun abandon me. not now.i need Your strength.ever since

2006-08-31T03:03:00.000-07:00

i lyk reading happy blogs, but i realised there arent many. i wish we can all just b happy everyday n 4get all the unhappiness arnd us.i wan to b able to make things right, make things just the way i wan them to be. BUTi dont have control over things dat r impt to me.i wonder y we put ourselves thru crap situations when we cld'v avoided it.i feel tired. tired in all ways possible.i am lost n have

2006-07-21T09:45:00.000-07:00

i tot of some ppl on the way home 2day. some ppl whom i'v not seen in a long while, ppl who have been out of my life for q some time now.. strangely, i felt lyk i missed them, miss their company (tho they may not b the best company i wanted at dat time). but i guess, they probably dun feel the same.it's a pity how one can lose frens so easily over things dat seem to get more n more minor as time

2006-07-10T05:40:00.000-07:00

i'm v happy! ask me why.why?ITALY ARE THE 2006 WORLD CUP CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahaha

2006-07-04T15:29:00.000-07:00

ITALY WON GERMANY 2-0 IN EXTRA TIME TO ENTER WORLD CUP 2006 FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!! wad else can i say? hahahahaha so happy i cldnt stop jumping arnd n screaming til i got a sore throat now. hahahahahaha to b fair, germany put up a gd fight n it was hard to tell who wld win until Fabio Grosso struck the crucial goal in the 118th minute! damn exciting game. lol when the ball went in, i was stunned for

2006-06-28T20:42:00.000-07:00

i know i havent been blogging at all, but i dun really care.haiz.. it's been such a lousy wk n i seem to b getting more n more depressed as the wk progresses.i passed my driving test last fri, but failed my bike test yday. -shrugs-i hate testers who'r blind. i really tot i'd pass. hate them all.gotta go sch for a boring 3-hr elective lesson later. whee.. what fun.italy's meeting ukraine in their

2006-06-05T03:54:00.000-07:00

it's all lyk shit. wad the hell.

2006-05-10T10:11:00.000-07:00

starting work tmr doing starhub telemarketing with ry.. working hrs r mostly at nite so i q lyk it cos it leaves my day free to play n go out :pany1 who doesnt subscribe to starhub cable tv or maxonline n r interested to subscribe or noe more, email me at feefyefoefum_86@hotmail.com with ur name n contact no. k? haha will call u back asap. yup.. if u noe ppl who do not have scv or r still using

2006-04-23T23:46:00.000-07:00

i admit sumtimes i wondered if any1 else misses nj canoeing the way i miss it. n i'm so glad to noe 2day that the answer is a firm "YES!!!" (i'm sorry if ppl get bored reading abt my posts on nj canoeing, but dis is MY blog. dun read it if u dun wan to cos i'm sure u wldnt appreciate wad i'm blogging abt cos u probably nv got passionate enuf abt anything the way i'm passionate abt nj canoeing.

2006-04-22T09:27:00.000-07:00

i hav 1 more last paper to go on the 26th n guess how much i studied 2day.. i din study at all. *grins* it was such a nicenicenice day, i wish it din hav to end.. -wistful-went out with mummy in the morn, cut my hair, den met up with my bao bei :P my hair is short n spunky now, almost lyk a boy. haha but i think it luks q nice. bleahs. went sembawang park for a little bbq. haha it rained when we

2006-04-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

haiz.. i just realised dat i'v not been blogging lyk i used to. my last few posts r lyk v short n detached. sigh.. when things r going well, i dun blog abt them. when things go wrong, i dun feel lyk talking abt them. haizanw i popped by some of my frens' blogs just now to c how they'r doing n i'm glad to read dat every1 seems to b doing well. sumtimes it's just nice to noe dat the ppl u noe r

2006-04-20T09:21:00.000-07:00

hurt, numb, dread, unhappy, disgust, tears, sad, indifferent, nonchalant, hostile, deceit, doubt, suspicions, disbelieve, distrust,.... misunderstanding? i really hope so..pls dun let me down. *sigh*

2006-04-16T03:49:00.000-07:00

nth to blog in particular.. just wan to say dat i'm happy! yay~i hate exams tho.. mugmugmugmugmug whole day muggingmuggingmugging.S I A N

2006-03-29T22:20:00.000-08:00

hm.. recently there just isnt anything particularly interesting dat makes me feel lyk blogging. weepsss :(exams r arnd the corner but i still hafta do stupid projects and hurry up finish up with my driving lessons by the end of next wk. sigh suddenly feel v busy n cant find the motivation to study. just feel v restless and sian abt sch :(dis is such a sad post. weepsss.. :'( lol

2006-03-21T06:12:00.000-08:00

haha.. just realised dat my sweet little blog is almost 3yrs old! wonder if it'll continue to grow old with me, collecting the all the dian dian di di of my poor miserable life. will ppl lyk my deardear yq still read my blog 10yrs down the road? haha :Phmm 19th march 2006 was a weird day. sum1 was v bad to me :( lol but it's a date dat must b remembered! i dun really noe if i'll regret succumbing

2006-03-15T04:17:00.000-08:00

lost my wallet. or mayb i shd say, SOMEONE STOLE IT.i hate ntu pple. filled with thieves n dishonest assholes.take my money by all means, but return me my i/c, pdl, atm card,...!sucker.

2006-03-14T07:23:00.000-08:00

hahaha i have a green hamster n a blue pig! i think they look cute. bleahs :P

2006-03-13T09:23:00.000-08:00

arghs!!! there's sth terribly wrong with the stupid connection 2day. i hope it'll b alright by tmr. hafta keep connecting n disconnection every once in a while to get it working. so frustrating..but anyways, apart from the irritating lousy internet connection, the day went q well 2day :D had driving in the morn n the instructor 2day was the best one i'v gotten in q some time. seems lyk i'm just

2006-03-12T15:05:00.000-08:00

i noe it's hard to wait n keep waiting. but nv once did i ask u to wait, n i definitely do not lyk to b forced. it's no use trying to force/trick/bribe me cos i will not yield or compromise on sth, especially if i still have so many doubts, uncertainties n unanswered questions. if i'm sure of wad i wan, no1 can change my mind. but if i'm not sure, no1 can make me decide b4 i'm ready to make a

2006-02-20T08:27:00.000-08:00

got the personality thing below from pei's blog. let me noe wad u think i'm lyk yah? haha :Phttp://kevan.org/johari?name=raisondetrehttp://kevan.org/nohari?name=raisondetre

2006-02-14T09:35:00.000-08:00

14th feb just passed.. but still, happy vday everyone! hope all u lovey-dovey couples enjoyed the special day tog! saw lots of xing fu girls/women holding pretty bouquets of flowers 2day :P as for all the swinging singles out there, even if u din have a date, dun worry! the right person will show up soon yah? vday can also b frenship day if u spend it with ur buddies :)haha sudden rem sop's msn

2006-02-09T06:05:00.000-08:00

happy day!!! went nuts while shopping in town, bought manymany things! but i must say, shopping really works wonders. really feel v shuang now. hahahaanw ry n i passed our basic theory test 2day after procrastinating for ages. i'm going for my 1st practical lesson tmr after sch! so exciting.. :Pjust got back to hall not long ago den had to go for some meeting cos i'v been asked to b safety

2006-02-07T05:04:00.000-08:00

super sunburnt.. the skin on my shoulders r lyk red, hot n painful to touch. can c little bubbles forming beneath the skin.. an indication dat i will start to peel soon.. desperately trying to apply lotion on it n hopefully prevent my shoulders from looking lyk i'v got some horrible skin-shedding disease :(spoke to deardear yq 2day over lunch. haha i always enjoy chatting with her cos i dun feel

2006-01-29T00:11:00.000-08:00

weepssss!! hahaz cny is so boring lah.. arghs.. i spent most of it slping cos there's just really nth to do. hope tmr can find some pple to hang out with n not end up slping again to pass time.just wished jeffrey happy bday. haha i dun specially make an effort to rem bdays, but it just so happen dat my brain auto-saves the bdays of pple i was once q close with.anw dat weesiang is seriously damn

2006-01-19T03:41:00.000-08:00

The Picto-Personality TestYou are a person who is very ambitious, and constantly thinking of ways to further your own goals.When alone, you appreciate being able to do nothing if you want to, and setting your own pace for things.You are adventurous, always up to do the most extreme things. You have a certain recklessness that makes people very attracted to you.In the future you will be happy and

2006-01-19T03:17:00.000-08:00

just realised dat last fri was friday the 13th. haha but i think fri the 13th has no significant meaning to me cos i dun rem any of such "special fridays" on which sth exceptionally unlucky happened to me.i think i find sch getting better now dat i'v gotten more or less used to going to lessons alr. i dun really lyk OB tutorials cos i find them completely useless but at least the tutorials dun

2006-01-19T02:24:00.000-08:00

You scored as Mathematics. You should be a Math major! Like Pythagoras, you are analytical, rational, and when are always ready to tackle the problem head-on!Mathematics92%Linguistics83%Theater75%Philosophy75%English75%Journalism75%Psychology67%Anthropology67%Engineering58%Sociology58%Dance42%Art42%Biology17%Chemistry17%What is your Perfect Major?created with QuizFarm.comthink the result is q

2006-01-12T22:41:00.000-08:00

now dat sch has started proper, i dun really have dat much time to blog anymore.. haha mayb cos sch is boring, there's nth worth blogging abt. n partly cos when i'm online i'd b happily chatting away with my frens. anw basically i'm okay with most of my classes except mayb biz law. the tutor is old, boring n has a droopy face dat makes me feel slpy by just looking at him. n he speaks really

2006-01-10T08:06:00.000-08:00

happy 20th birthday to myself! hahahathx to all those who remembered! love ya all *muacks* :D

2006-01-10T04:50:00.000-08:00

feel q accomplished 2day. haha! met up with 5 of my closest teammates at wisma foodcourt for lunch, got my navel piercing, met ry to shop at bugis, n bought myself 2 tees n a new wallet cos i'v no usable wallet :)the piercing din really hurt. it's more lyk a v hard pinch for a split second den it's all over. i got a light blue stud which my teammates n i think is q pretty. i'm eyeing a nice

2006-01-09T07:55:00.000-08:00

he just msg me again! n said some q sweet things. q mushy tho.. made me laugh. but i'm actually just happy to get an sms from him. hahaha oh dear.. dis is not very gd.

2006-01-09T06:14:00.000-08:00

he msged me 2day! hahahahaha sorry but i really felt v happy to receive the sms :P mayb cos nowadays no1 really msgs me so.. -shrugs- :) he said he's sick but felt much better after receiving sms from me. haha :P i hope he's okay lahanw i just got back from jp. went there to meet zihao cos he wanted to pass me a bday prez. it's v nice actually.. a choker with a Vanda Bloom Pendant - "a modern

2006-01-05T04:17:00.000-08:00

"i'm sick of how passive u r in dis relationship."-scowls-

2006-01-03T07:44:00.000-08:00

i find dat dis days, i'm too fan3 dat i have no extra time to feel sad. it's q farny actually. oh wells.. i think i'd rather b fan3 than sad lah :)he's not even gone yet n i kinda miss him alr. so sian. wad's happening to me?! i'm damn confused. sigh but at least it'll give me time to straighten out my thoughts. mayb by the end of dis mth, i'll alr have the answers to all the questions?n last

2006-01-01T04:39:00.000-08:00

Seems like just yesterdayYou were a part of meI used to stand so tallI used to be so strongYour arms around me tightEverything, it felt so rightUnbreakable, like nothin' could go wrongNow I can't breatheNo, I can't sleepI'm barely hanging onHere I am, once againI'm torn into piecesCan't deny it, can't pretendJust thought you were the oneBroken up, deep insideBut you won't get to see the tears I

2006-01-01T03:41:00.000-08:00

happy new year! (i had to force myself to type the exclamation mark) haiz.. i dunno. 2005's gone at the blink of an eye n suddenly i find myself staring at the face of 2006 with no aspirations, no expectations, n no motivations..i sent yr 2005 off n ushered 2006 in with sum1 i nv expected myself to, or at least, sum1 i wldnt expect if it was just a little while back. i wldnt say i enjoyed myself

2005-12-31T01:22:00.000-08:00

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your

2005-12-31T00:37:00.000-08:00

was told sth v sadly touching 2day dat was probably not told to any1 b4.den i was told sth else dat sparked off some weird feelings.i'm confused. i wish things cld b simpler.mayb he's right. it just wasnt meant to b. there's no 'us' anymore. i shd stop thinking.but he's not me. he doesnt noe everything.i cannot move 4ward when i'm not sure. i just wan to 'stay on the spot' for now.

2005-12-29T03:08:00.000-08:00

i cant believe it. u ask me out cos u said u wan to as ur officer if u can book out. (u'r allowed to do dat?) i asked u where u wanna go n wad u wan to do, den u say u dunno n ask if there's anywhere i wan to go? i tot dat's pretty stupid so i said nvm den cos anw i'm not feeling dat well n there's no place i wanna go, den u ask me to go drinking with u til late at clarke quay. u must b mad. i

2005-12-27T11:30:00.000-08:00

just re-read my blog again n read some posts dat makes me feel v sad :( haiz.. i cant help it.i wan to do sth, but i think i shdnt cos i'd probably end up falling flat on my face. 4get it den. i think i wun b able to take the disappointment. *sigh*

2005-12-27T10:21:00.000-08:00

haha blog-hopped a little n read tth's blog. feel really happy for him dat he's still so tian mi mi with wc cos i rem v vividly dat he was so devastated when she broke up with him in sec2. altho we'v kinda lost contact, but the memories still linger. yrs ago he passed a teddy bear to april n asked her to pass it to me cos he tot i was angry abt sth (i cant rem wad). anw i still have the teddy!

2005-12-27T08:31:00.000-08:00

life is weird. sumtimes the things u wan elude u, n wad u dun really wan just arrives right in front of u. suddenly i think my situation now is the same as ziqian's, only dat we'r in reverse positions. haha! i think i understand how jasmine feels now cos i kinda feel the same. perhaps there'r a few differences between us, but i think on the overall, we'r on the same boat. i dun really think wad

2005-12-25T23:52:00.000-08:00

i think dis yr's christmas kinda suck. on christmas eve, i had dinner with yq n we went to watch family stone, den i had to run into HIM when 1/2 the world is in town. i wish i din luk down while going down the escalator den arden n i wld'v probably not spotted each other. we crapped for awhile den went our separate ways but merely seeing him is enuf to make me feel damn sian the whole nite n i

2005-12-21T22:30:00.000-08:00

my shoulders n back r killing me! haha went down for training yday evening with michelle n vivienne. wah.. i really row lyk a tortoise! :( haha but it was fun to b able to canoe after sososo long tho i'd have loved to row k1 instead of t1 cos i realised yday dat i'v not rowed a in a t1 since more than 2yrs ago? haha was teaching a super jnr to balance n row the k1 but she's just too super tensed

2005-12-19T23:35:00.000-08:00

yay! i'm even happier now! *dances arnd* pakho n ziqian r in my tutorial grps! ailin, simin n edlyn r in some of my classes too! was considering whether or not to change my timetable to a 3-day wk. but now i c so many frens in my classes, i dowan to change liao. haha! n yq n i r planning to take the same PE! hopefully we'll get it lah :D

2005-12-19T21:50:00.000-08:00

yay!!! i nv da bao! haha i'm happy but also not dat happy. i got 3B+ n 3B lor. i wan A!! arghs sian.. i'm overjoyed over the B+ for acc cos i really tot i'd die for it, but at the same time, i'm q disappointed over the B+ for mkting. i lyk mkting leh! y nv give me A? A- also nice lor.. :( but nvm. i shall not complain. i'v alr done better than i'v expected on the overall :)anw bernard's sick! he

2005-12-16T22:09:00.000-08:00

2nites ago i met up with some of my teammates dat i'm closer to. py, yy, yh, fia, jo.. havent met up with them lyk dis since the time we celebrated yh's n jo's bdays at cine's billy bombers. we went carls jnr dis time n the burger to so huge i only ate 3/4 of it n was damn stuffed. py finished the rest of it for me cos she say "dun waste food". haha i shd step down from my position as Pig1 alr.

2005-12-14T23:38:00.000-08:00

just watched The Mask of Zorro after coming back from bowling. i havent really lost my touch.. had pinfall of more than 100 in my games. haha! my PB's 144 if i rem correctly. mayb my sis n i will go bowling more often. it's fun! but my fingers hurt :( but anw, the show's really nice! yes i noe i'm many yrs late, but better late than never. antonio banderas is so charming! (just lyk hugh grant,

2005-12-14T18:20:00.000-08:00

*stifles a yawn* i think i'm going to die when sch reopens. haha i'm lyk slping so much everyday (at least 12hrs), going to slp n waking up as n when i feel lyk it. slept at 2+am n had to wake up at 10am cos i'm going bowling with my sis! havent bowled in ages :P seems lyk i'm blogging daily now. haha i'm going out later so dis is probably my only "bloggable" chance otherwise i wun haf time to

2005-12-13T23:34:00.000-08:00

months ago, yq n i had a discussion over whether or not there cld b a possibility dat every1 was given a chance to choose a quality or a characteristic b4 we were born. but with the one u choose, comes along a downside too. eg if u'd chosen to b v pretty, u'd b a ravishing beauty when u'r alive, but mayb u'd b just a bimbo with air for brains.anw if dat's possible, she said she thinks she chose

2005-12-13T23:08:00.000-08:00

sumtimes i wonder if it's a curse to b the smartest in the family. every1 luks upon me with all their expectations dat oh i'm the 1st one in my extended family to get into the university, oh i have no problems with my studies, or oh i'm the only wan who noes how to do extraordinary things lyk burning a cd.hello? i wasnt born with a program in my brain dat tells me how to use the computer, how to

2005-12-13T01:57:00.000-08:00

sudden downpour..so heavy i cant even c the park opposite!just love the cooling rain :Dwoke up at 1.30 2day, saw the "free 2nite nt" sms from derwin n laughed. haha receiving an sms from ur dear fren is a nice way to start off the day. we always love to irritate each other so it's really fun to talk to him. too bad i'll b having dinner with my mum n sis 2nite n tmr nite so i wun b able to

2005-12-11T23:51:00.000-08:00

Sole Survivor: Danni!not a surprising result i guess.. but i seriously tot steph played a better, meaner, game. survivor's abt how u outwit, outplay n outlast the other competitors! but aiyah.. i think the jury wld agree dat steph is a better competitor, but they'r just bitter abt the fact dat they lost to her when they got voted off. i guess u hafta build gd relationships along the way while u

2005-12-11T21:10:00.000-08:00

cldnt get to slp, no nice dreams, woke up feeling sad.self-deception.who am i kidding?i still cant get over it.i nid to try harder.yes. yes, i do.or am i trying too hard?mayb..-sigh-

2005-12-10T20:24:00.000-08:00

had some weird dreams last nite. 1st i dreamt of sum1 i din wan to dream of, den i woke up n suddenly rem i 4got to close the window when my mum told me to. luckily i woke up. haha den i went back to slp n dreamt dat i somehow have a car but my dad said i cant drive it yet cos i havent got my license! the car isnt really my type, but it's v spacious n it's painted a nice shade of dark green. my

2005-12-10T06:46:00.000-08:00

watching Miss World 2005 Finals on tv now. the Miss Singapore luks not bad in the photo but actually not dat pretty leh.. so sian. haha but i think Miss Korea's quite sweet, deservingly in Top 6 at the moment. but i doubt she'll win.. we'll see :)just visited the Miss World 2005 official website n some of the girls r really woah! *whistles* :D but i think some luk q weird leh. as in, i'm sure

2005-12-09T10:04:00.000-08:00

i think some pple r utterly nuts. i have a crazily irritating junior who talks senselessly n puzzles me with his dumbfounding antics. really drives me up the wall n makes me wanna wrap my fingers arnd his neck n strangle him. idiot.4get abt all the madness! really looking 4ward to being grossed out by Saw2 on sunday, going pei's hse next wk, meeting up with some of my closest teammates on thurs,

2005-12-09T08:58:00.000-08:00

i declare myself the Queen of Freecell! hahaha even i myself am quite amazed by my 63 straight wins. *cheers!* my total percentage of wins is 92% currently, but i'm sure i can raise it even higher. no, i'm not bored silly to the point dat i hafta resort to playing freecell to pass time. haha i just lyk the game so much til i can almost say i'm obsessed. actually spider solitaire is not bad too,

2005-12-09T03:03:00.000-08:00

hm.. i reading my frens' blogs, seems lyk every1 is bored dis hols. haha i think i'm okay with being bored at home cos there's always the tv, the internet, n my hp to sms pple. if there's REALLY nth else to do, den it's really nice to just hop into bed n slp the day away too. haha i guess there wun b much time to do dat once sch starts again. exam results shd b out next wk. oh no! bleahs.. :

2005-12-09T02:51:00.000-08:00

argh stupid thing. i dunno y i cant c the chinese words once i post them but anw, here's the han yu pin ying. hahacong lai bu xiang xin wo de shi jie ke yi you duo wan mei tong ku ji mo hai you yi xie pi beibu yun xu ta ren sui yijing ru wo de ling du kong jian ning yuan gu du lan de zai qu xiang sheiliang ge ren yi qi shi fou zhi shi de dao yi zhong an weizheng tuo guo qu ran hou

2005-12-09T02:46:00.000-08:00

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2005-12-06T21:46:00.000-08:00

rem yq once told me some yrs back dat she lyked the song. i lyk it too, mayb cos i din expect kate winslet to b able to sing. haha but anw, i'v altho i'v been contemplating the possibility of asking for another chance, i think i have no courage to do it. if i leave it lyk it is right now, i noe for sure that besides an ocassional head-turning n asking "what if", i'd b alright. BUT if i ask n the

2005-12-06T21:43:00.000-08:00

Here I stand aloneWith this weight upon my heartAnd it will not go awayIn my head I keep on looking backRight back to the startWondering what it was that made you changeWell I triedBut I had to draw the lineAnd still this question keeps on spinning in my mindWhat if I had never let you goWould you be the man I used to knowIf I'd stayedIf you'd triedIf we could only turn back timeBut I guess we'll

2005-11-27T09:38:00.000-08:00

i AM the BIGGEST FOOL on earth. it didnt take as long as i tot it wld to realise dat. thx for the wakening slap across the face.

2005-11-27T01:06:00.000-08:00

finally got down to changing my template. it's not anything spectacular but somehow, i think it kinda reflects my mood dis days, so yup.. :)yday was q a bad day i think. but i'm glad shifu n hy were there for me. i only allowed myself 1/2hr to get over with the pangs of sadness. for q some time, i cldnt find the tears. they just wldnt come anymore. but they came back for a short visit yday, n

2005-11-27T01:04:00.000-08:00

Skies are dark it's time for rainFinal call you board the trainHeading for tomorrowI wave goodbye to yesterdaysWipe the tears you hide your faceBlinded by the sorrowHow can I be smiling like beforeWhen baby, you don't love me anymoreSay it isn't soTell me you're not leavingSay you changed your mind nowThat I am only dreamingThat this is not goodbyeThis is starting overIf you wanna knowI don't

2005-11-26T22:44:00.000-08:00

Your Birthdate: January 11Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world. You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm.Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche.Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done.Your strength: Your inner peaceYour weakness: You get stuck in the

2005-11-20T06:19:00.000-08:00

haha my blog is as gd as dead. nv really felt the urge to blog for a long time. am blogging now simply cos i'm bored n started reading my frens' blogs, den felt lyk updating ba :)the past few wks have been hell! studying for exams, feeling stressed n sad over other things. but it's all come to a nice ending. hopefully i do okay enuf for my exams n dun da bao anything, den my life wld b just abt

2005-09-27T18:06:00.000-07:00

i'm so sick of sch n everything. haf started to skip tutorials here n there recently cos i reallyreally just dun feel lyk going for them. it's lyk i'v lost all motivation to study n coming to sch is just pure torture. had a v nice wkend den monday sucked cos there's sch. tues i'v got no lessons n i went back nj to play badminton n tabletennis with dear n went for a movie at night. THEN, on the

2005-09-09T07:53:00.000-07:00

just had a nice long chat with derwin. haha really miss the days in jc when we sat tog in the library during the study sessions. still rem we took turns to bring sweets to share while mugging. haha it's always so fun crapping with him. gives me a really nice n happy feeling :) also rem the time when he dragged me to paradigm n made me sit n watch while he played pool with his fren; when he

2005-09-06T07:14:00.000-07:00

ppl r just so ridiculous sumtimes. esp those who r soooooo free as to go arnd spreading rumours abt other ppl they HARDLY noe. best of all, the rumour is abt sth so freaking long ago. GET A LIFE MY DEAR. i hope u'r reading dis.

2005-09-03T20:32:00.000-07:00

God, give me strength.

2005-08-23T07:58:00.000-07:00

SCH IS DAMN BLOODY FUCKED UP. I JUST FEEL LYK SCREAMING N KILLING MYSELF SOMETIMES. can i just drop out of sch? -no i cant n it's pissing the hell out of me.

2005-08-16T10:19:00.000-07:00

time passes so quickly when i'm in my hostel room.. it's passing much too quickly! if only i can slp more n not b awake so much. going for tutorials is pure torture especially when u really, totally, completely, do NOT noe how to do ur work :( i will go n slp now n pray hard dat i'll b on time for lesson tmr. oh. did i mention dat i hate doing presentations wk after wk n i hate having to meet up

2005-08-15T09:19:00.000-07:00

suddenly feel q sad. was reading my archives cos i wanted to luk for a quote dat benj once sent to me. sth abt caterpillar n butterfly but i just cant rem wad exactly it is abt. i tot i'd have blogged it down but apparently i din. i'm not sure. anws, i was reading thru the stuff i wrote at dat time n it brought back fond memories of my then frenship with him. i'd call him sis n he'd call me bro,

2005-08-12T02:53:00.000-07:00

munching on chips n buscuits while reading textbooks AFTER taking a nice afternoon nap. i'm going to b fatfatroundround soon. but hey, i din eat lunch okay.. hahai'm almost always late for lectures/tutorials dat r in the morning cos me n my dear roomie r pigs who dun wanna get up n go to sch. bleahs.. my 2 toiletmates r.. wad's the opposite of pigs? haha they get up super early, n spend LOTS of

2005-08-04T04:22:00.000-07:00

growing weary, bowled off my feet, mind wavering.. everything once luked so perfect but seems lyk it's just a passing phrase, just a fleeting moment. for the 1st time since the beginning, i'm really starting to think, mayb there's really not dat much of a difference. i feel guilty abt thinking dis way but i cant help it. during lecture, i almost cldnt get a hold of myself. the wave of

2005-08-01T22:38:00.000-07:00

haiz.. gotta choose to do electives to make up for the 20 extra AUs in my 3yrs in ntu n there's really nth really nice to choose so i'm doing practical anatomy n physiology, & yoga: physical, mental n social development. haha i choose the anatomy one only cos it's compulsory to do 1 science-related n 1 arts-related n the anatomy 1 is the only 1 w/o exams so yah. dat's the obvious choice for me

2005-07-26T18:51:00.000-07:00

oh! congrats to my jnrs n super jnrs for clinching the 'A' div guys title, 'A' div girls title, n the 'B' div girls title in last wk's national canoeing championships 2005! hm.. tho i think the snr girls basically agree dat the guys team dun really deserve the title for all the superstar attitutes, i'm really proud of my jnrs for successfully defending the championship titles n even winning the '

2005-07-26T17:12:00.000-07:00

just got back from sports camp universe bbq. haha slept for only abt 1hr from almost 6am to 7am at cheng xi's hostel room. i think his room is okay lah, not as cosy-looking as mine :P the fatigue's not kicking in yet, ry's still slping, there's nth much else for me to do so i'll use the time to blog. the bbq was okay. kiwi was v nice, offering to cook the food for us. his roasted marshmellows

2005-07-20T06:11:00.000-07:00

have been back from sports camp for q a few days alr. the aching is gone finally. haha :) felt the camp was q alrite, not too bad but i wldnt say i enjoyed myself alot. mayb it's cos i'm alr "red light" so i din lyk to play games dat required the guys n the girls to mingle too much n most of the time i just felt dat the games were q silly. but i guess all games r silly lah. ppl play silly games

2005-07-10T06:20:00.000-07:00

had psch class gathering yday! felt really nice to catch up with every1 after 7 long yrs since we left 6/2 :) there'r so much to remember, so much to recall, so much to miss. think i miss my psch days the most out of my schooling life. i hated ny so there's nth much dat i wanna rem abt it n as for nj, haha i found my canoeing collar pin just the other day n suddenly found myself missing the times

2005-07-08T02:54:00.000-07:00

will b away at sports camp from 11th-17th july den 19th-23rd july for hall camp. wonder who's going for the camps n if my hall mates r happening. haha ry n i r in hall 2! 2 rooms share 1 toilet, which we'd hafta keep it clean ourselves (but dat shdnt b a prob unless the ppl in the other room sharing the toilet got prob lah). think it's better cos if not wanna bathe or wad den gotta walk to the

2005-06-25T02:59:00.000-07:00

i hope my uni camps n sch semester starts really soon. i'm lyk rotting my flesh off my bones at home. haha i dunno wad i'm saying. but the bottomline is-i'm really bored. not dat i wasnt bored when i was still working but it's a different genre of boredom if u get wad i mean. bleahs. i'v sent in the application forms for the sports camp n hall camp so yah.. i hope all the fun ppl turn up n i hope

2005-06-23T21:24:00.000-07:00

wanted to go swim n tan 2day but it's dark n cloudy :(ntu called me up say the cpf form my dad filled up got prob cos he made some alterations to the form n din sign against them. SO i gotta d/l the form n ask him to fill it up again. dis time i better stand beside him n make sure he dun write anything wrongly! :(i'm hungry :(but i'm happy lazing arnd at home cos i'v officially quit my job! yay!

2005-06-19T06:38:00.000-07:00

well, i'v heard abt it awhile ago but after reading a 3-4page article with quite *ahem* not v "pretty photos" of her in The New Paper, i really gotta come n air my views!1stly, come on lah! wad's the big deal abt it? of cos, i'd nv post nude photos of myself on my blog (neither can i imagine any of my frens doing anything as remotely shameless), but to b honest, those of u who'v seen her in the

2005-06-12T17:10:00.000-07:00

highlighted my hair orange yday. my mum still hasnt seen it n i really cant imagine her reaction. was so worried dat i din slp at all the whole nite. haha feel v retarded but i dunno lah. i was also shocked by the colour at 1st but got used to it after awhile. think it's nice actually (tho perhaps a little too punkish), but i guess not every1 can accept it lah. -shrugs- anw i asked minyan at lyk

2005-06-09T22:46:00.000-07:00

i think i may b putting an end to dis blog sumtime soon cos most of the time i'm just too plain lazy to blog but mainly cos there's nth to blog in the 1st place!!! my life is so boring. basically from mon-fri i wake up, go to work, come home, watch tv n slp. haha my boss doesnt agree with me when i insists life sux but i dun care. mayb his life dun suck lor :) hopefully uni life will b better..